Today. Yesterday?

The ramblings I put up I'm sure will look foolish to me one day. That day is not today.

I woke up at noon; today was the first day I haven't set an alarm in weeks. Why get up? If not for the lack of food in my fridge, I may not have. Stay in bed, stare at the ceiling. What else have you got to do? Now I sit slumped in my chair, trying to give a damn. Last night I spent some time reading old writings, and visiting some old web comics I had long forgotten about. I perused the contents of my hard drive, trying to recall who I might have been even two years ago. Pictures from 2005, ramblings from 2008, memories from this year or that.

I'm not homesick. That's not it. I don't miss many things you might expect me to. I'm just down. This seems to happen every winter. Maybe I belong somewhere warmer. Too bad I just invested in living here. The economist would tell me to cut losses if I decided to go warmer. No, I'm not considering moving. Don't entertain the idea. Not nearly enough time has been spent for me to determine if this is the place for me.

This is the only week in the month where I take the train to work. It leaves in 14 minutes. The station is a seven minute walk from my apartment door. Maybe I should get dressed. Resignation is no longer my style; I will find a way around this.

Click here for a moment of amusement.
And I laughed like hell at this one.